We didn't watch a movie today, but we did go to Barnes & Noble. After a fabulous time there during which my son got to see several baby chicks and got to hold one of them (outside the store, in the mall), we went to lunch with my mother and later, hung out with her for a while at her house.
It has been a wonderful day and a fabulous week!
We've watched movies, slept in, had fun at Barnes & Noble a couple of times, and just had carefree time together. Tonight, my son will spend the night with my mother and I will go to the Tenebrae service at church. It's a little too powerful for young children.
But my son and did talk our way through this "last week" starting with Palm Sunday, so he knows the day Jesus was crucified and that yesterday was Passover, during which Jesus celebrated a last supper with his closest friends before telling them a very poignant goodbye.
During last week's homeschooling, he read several chapters in John and said he almost cried because it was so moving! I wish I could play a song by Bryan Duncan which really expresses the mood of those chapters...
I would like to say
Just before I leave you
I'll be back someday
And with me, I will take you
You will not suffer long
Only watch and pray
And wait for my return
Please know that I love you
I'll stay by your side
If only now in spirit
I'll still be your guide
You will not suffer long
And I've suffered for you
I love you with my life
Beautiful lyrics!
Hopefully, I'm remembering them exactly right. I tried to find the YouTube video but couldn't. But it is one of my favorite Easter songs, along with "The Easter Song" performed by both Keith Green and 2nd Chapter of Acts.
Anyway, what a lovely week!
And I expect a weekend just as powerful.
Showing posts with label Easter. Show all posts
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Friday, April 10, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
What Easter Means to Me
After Wednesday Night Supper tonight at my church, our pastor led a Bible study during which we watched a DVD presentation with Marcus Borg and Dominic Crossan. This week's topic was Substitutionary Atonement.
They assert, and I agree, that Jesus gave his life as a sacrifice. He believed in his mission and his message so much that he stuck to his guns, so to speak, even though he knew it would probably lead to his death. The same could be said of Martin Luther King, Jr. or Ghandi. So his life was a sacrifice.
But not a substitute.
In fact, they make the point that part of Jesus' message was to let people know that instead of having to go to the temple to make a sacrifice and seek forgiveness through the high priest, they each had individual access to God and always had.
During the discussion afterward, the analogy I used was that it's like moving to a new place where the electricity has been turned on but the people moving in don't know it. So they don't flip the switch. And they remain in the dark.
One of the other people in the group asked, basically, "if Jesus didn't die for our sins, then do you still have to believe in him to go to heaven?".
The prevailing theme of the group's responses was that Jesus had a lot to say about how we should live and what impact a loving relationship with God should have on the way we live, but he didn't seemed to be focused so much on requirements. It is as if he was setlling once and for all that God loves and forgives us and then, says, "Now, then, how shall we live? Here are my suggestions...".
He wanted to make it clear that Roman imperialism was not the way, and neither were greed or force or violence, but instead, the way is love. God's love and our love for each other. Which cannot be taken away from us.
And the crucifixion followed by the resurrection demonstrates that with an exclamation point and in highlighted color.
That's what Easter means to me!
The lights are on. Flip the switch.
They assert, and I agree, that Jesus gave his life as a sacrifice. He believed in his mission and his message so much that he stuck to his guns, so to speak, even though he knew it would probably lead to his death. The same could be said of Martin Luther King, Jr. or Ghandi. So his life was a sacrifice.
But not a substitute.
In fact, they make the point that part of Jesus' message was to let people know that instead of having to go to the temple to make a sacrifice and seek forgiveness through the high priest, they each had individual access to God and always had.
During the discussion afterward, the analogy I used was that it's like moving to a new place where the electricity has been turned on but the people moving in don't know it. So they don't flip the switch. And they remain in the dark.
One of the other people in the group asked, basically, "if Jesus didn't die for our sins, then do you still have to believe in him to go to heaven?".
The prevailing theme of the group's responses was that Jesus had a lot to say about how we should live and what impact a loving relationship with God should have on the way we live, but he didn't seemed to be focused so much on requirements. It is as if he was setlling once and for all that God loves and forgives us and then, says, "Now, then, how shall we live? Here are my suggestions...".
He wanted to make it clear that Roman imperialism was not the way, and neither were greed or force or violence, but instead, the way is love. God's love and our love for each other. Which cannot be taken away from us.
And the crucifixion followed by the resurrection demonstrates that with an exclamation point and in highlighted color.
That's what Easter means to me!
The lights are on. Flip the switch.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Loving Us the Way a Mother Would
Today is Palm Sunday. Though I can't say I particularly enjoyed walking in with the palms and singing a hymn all the way through twice as we waited for nearly the entire congregation to amble in, I did imagine getting to be a part of the original anti-parade, and feeling all the pride and joy as I got to celebrate Jesus. I love to see people be honored or celebrated!
My mind wandered a little during the sermon, but one of the stories he told, when I was paying attention, really touched me.
He was quoting another pastor, I believe, who told of a night his young son had had a violent nightmare. A nun had told him in school that day that if he "wasn't a good boy" (or something similar), he might go to hell! So after this nightmare, when his father came into the room, he asked him if he was going to go to hell.
His father said, "All I know is, if you're going, I'm going with you!"
I teared up at that because I made the immediate comparison my pastor wanted us to make. That our God, who loved us so much, wanted to be with us in our suffering. That if we had to go through it, God was going to come to us and go through it with us!
It reminded me of the time when my son swallowed a penny (imagine the horror!), and had to have surgery to remove it. I could hardly bear to leave his side and indeed, asked them if I could go with him and hold his hand while they gave him the amnesia. I'm almost crying just remembering that moment. Because, of course, they told me no. But they told me in cheerful child voice for his benefit as well as mine that one of the nurses would be right there with him.
I have to say that I understand SO MUCH MORE about God's love for me now that I am a mother!!
So I love it when my pastor makes those kinds of comparisons. I get it instantly, and with feeling.
And what a gift for me as we head into Holy Week.
My mind wandered a little during the sermon, but one of the stories he told, when I was paying attention, really touched me.
He was quoting another pastor, I believe, who told of a night his young son had had a violent nightmare. A nun had told him in school that day that if he "wasn't a good boy" (or something similar), he might go to hell! So after this nightmare, when his father came into the room, he asked him if he was going to go to hell.
His father said, "All I know is, if you're going, I'm going with you!"
I teared up at that because I made the immediate comparison my pastor wanted us to make. That our God, who loved us so much, wanted to be with us in our suffering. That if we had to go through it, God was going to come to us and go through it with us!
It reminded me of the time when my son swallowed a penny (imagine the horror!), and had to have surgery to remove it. I could hardly bear to leave his side and indeed, asked them if I could go with him and hold his hand while they gave him the amnesia. I'm almost crying just remembering that moment. Because, of course, they told me no. But they told me in cheerful child voice for his benefit as well as mine that one of the nurses would be right there with him.
I have to say that I understand SO MUCH MORE about God's love for me now that I am a mother!!
So I love it when my pastor makes those kinds of comparisons. I get it instantly, and with feeling.
And what a gift for me as we head into Holy Week.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Easter Sunday
As I anticipated Easter, during the few days leading up to it, I wasn't sure what I was celebrating. My beliefs have shifted a bit. I no longer believe that Jesus "had to die" to appease an angry God, so that He wouldn't be angry at us anymore.
So I wasn't sure what His death and resurrection meant without that belief. I'm still not sure!
Nonetheless, the Easter service I attended was absolutely wonderful!! The music, the liturgical dancers, it was all very moving.
Here's one of the songs that moved me so, especially the chorus...
Oh, how I love Him
How I adore Him
My breath, my sunshine, my all in all
The Great Creator became my Savior
And all God's fullness dwelleth in Him
So I wasn't sure what His death and resurrection meant without that belief. I'm still not sure!
Nonetheless, the Easter service I attended was absolutely wonderful!! The music, the liturgical dancers, it was all very moving.
Here's one of the songs that moved me so, especially the chorus...
Oh, how I love Him
How I adore Him
My breath, my sunshine, my all in all
The Great Creator became my Savior
And all God's fullness dwelleth in Him
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Losing Jesus
Last night, at the Good Friday service, I was struck by a sense of loss! I felt like I'd been spending the past couple of months, give or take, following Jesus around, listening to what He had to say, thinking about His message and celebrating everything He means to us. And here I was, at a sort of wake, thinking about His death, thinking about Him saying goodbye.
The passage in John, the long goodbye, kept flashing into my mind and I just really felt the "don't leave us" sadness of it all!
So, thinking in that vein, Saturday must have been truly awful for the disciples! Emptiness, loneliness, grief.
When I first heard this song by Bryan Duncan, maybe 20 years ago?, I was struck by that same sense of grief and sadness. It seems appropriate today...
Love You with My Life
I would like to say
Just before I leave you
I'll be back some day
And with me I will take you
So do not be afraid
Only watch and pray
And wait for my return
I've done what I must do
My work here is completed
It's all been done for you
Believe what I have stated
I will give you peace
Through all your tribulations
Until I come again
Please know that I love you
I'll stay by your side
If only now in spirit
I'll still be your guide
You will not suffer long
For I have suffered for you
I love you with my life
I'll prepare a place
Where we can live together
I'll meet you face to face
To share our new forever
Don't let your love grow cold
And I will not allow
What's more than you can bear
Please know that I love you
I'll stay by your side
If only now in spirit
I'll still be your guide
You will not suffer long
For I have suffered for you
I love you with my life
Love you with my life,
love you with my life,
love you with my life
Love you with my life,
love you with my life,
love you with my life, ....
The passage in John, the long goodbye, kept flashing into my mind and I just really felt the "don't leave us" sadness of it all!
So, thinking in that vein, Saturday must have been truly awful for the disciples! Emptiness, loneliness, grief.
When I first heard this song by Bryan Duncan, maybe 20 years ago?, I was struck by that same sense of grief and sadness. It seems appropriate today...
Love You with My Life
I would like to say
Just before I leave you
I'll be back some day
And with me I will take you
So do not be afraid
Only watch and pray
And wait for my return
I've done what I must do
My work here is completed
It's all been done for you
Believe what I have stated
I will give you peace
Through all your tribulations
Until I come again
Please know that I love you
I'll stay by your side
If only now in spirit
I'll still be your guide
You will not suffer long
For I have suffered for you
I love you with my life
I'll prepare a place
Where we can live together
I'll meet you face to face
To share our new forever
Don't let your love grow cold
And I will not allow
What's more than you can bear
Please know that I love you
I'll stay by your side
If only now in spirit
I'll still be your guide
You will not suffer long
For I have suffered for you
I love you with my life
Love you with my life,
love you with my life,
love you with my life
Love you with my life,
love you with my life,
love you with my life, ....
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
A Heaven of Memories
We've been taking a look at the Easter stories and while I was reading my own Bible, my son got out his children's collection.
"Mommy, I think I found another prayer we can say!"
And then, he read it to me...
Our Father who is in Heaven
Holy is your name,
May your Kingdom come,
May your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us our food each day,
Forgive us the wrongs we have done,
As we forgive the wrongs others have done to us.
Do not let us be tempted to do wrong.
But save us from evil.
As he stumbled over a few of the words, I continued to surprise him by being able to guess what that next word might be :).
"How did you know that?"
So adorable!
There are so many wonderful, precious moments like that that I wish I could somehow record so I could take them out in the years to come and enjoy them again and again. I do that, of course, as often as I can. But there are some moments you just can't take a picture of.
Now if I was the one designing heaven, that's one of the things I would fill it with--a widescreen, high-definition recording of every wonderful memory, great and small. The look on his face, the childish giggle, the sweet smile, the feel of an enthusiastic hug!
They'd all be there to watch and listen to over and over again.
"Mommy, I think I found another prayer we can say!"
And then, he read it to me...
Our Father who is in Heaven
Holy is your name,
May your Kingdom come,
May your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us our food each day,
Forgive us the wrongs we have done,
As we forgive the wrongs others have done to us.
Do not let us be tempted to do wrong.
But save us from evil.
As he stumbled over a few of the words, I continued to surprise him by being able to guess what that next word might be :).
"How did you know that?"
So adorable!
There are so many wonderful, precious moments like that that I wish I could somehow record so I could take them out in the years to come and enjoy them again and again. I do that, of course, as often as I can. But there are some moments you just can't take a picture of.
Now if I was the one designing heaven, that's one of the things I would fill it with--a widescreen, high-definition recording of every wonderful memory, great and small. The look on his face, the childish giggle, the sweet smile, the feel of an enthusiastic hug!
They'd all be there to watch and listen to over and over again.
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